ChaosRunningClub

Runner = “Yang” x “Yin”

"Running" is fundamentally positive. Anyone who has run knows this without even needing to bring out the popular books these days. If you look at social media, all the runners are shining. The sight of them striving every day to achieve their personal best and achieving it is artistically cool, and I can only respect runners who get up early in the morning and run when it's still dark.

I have no intention of denying this fact for even a millimeter.
But are runners really so positive and do they have so much of a shining, positive side?

I can't help feeling depressed before practice. I get really nervous before an important race. I feel anxious when I see someone's training menu or running distance on social media. I can't honestly be happy when someone beats their personal best. I don't really like myself on days when I can't run, and I hate myself for not being able to go for a morning run.

It is undeniable that this "dark" side is also a part of being a runner. Instead of trying to separate it from the rest, I think it's important to "accept the chaotic state as it is."
That's Chaos Running Club.